NEAR TO YOU

Cloud…
I’m here near you
Even if I don’t hug you
Even if I don’t take your hand
I’m here
I’m not Aeris
I don’t have her spontaneity
I don’t have her gaiety
I don’t have her sweetness
I don’t have your love
Aeris…
She’s gone…
For me….
For you…
For this ungrateful world
She gives her life...
And yours happiness.
Miss her smile
Miss her laugh
Miss her emerald eyes
I wish I were the one who died
I wish to see you happy whit her
I wish to protect you by the sky
It would be right
Because she merited the life
Cloud…
I’m here near you
As a friend I’ll stay near you
As a friend I’ll ignore my pains
As a friend I’ll be whit you in silence
As a lover I’ll hide my sentiment
And I’ll fight, Cloud
My punch hurt your enemies
As a fighter I’ll fight your opponent
I want to see your smile Cloud,
I want to see you smile again.
Because your smile is a rose in the snow
Because your cold expression is a punch in my stomach
You’ll smile, Cloud
Maybe not to me
Maybe to her memory
Maybe to another girl
But you’ll smile.
Because I fell that she wants the same thing
Because I fell that she never forsaken us completely
Because I know that she loves you as I love you
Because I know that you love she
But I know I can’t calm down my heart too
When I see you smile
When I hear you call my name
I’ll love you in the shadow and in the light you see me as a friend
A friend who will not leave you alone
Never

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